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Just putting a little dirt on top of the grave. Never mind me.
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Lonesome cries the wind
through tree's barren limbs
for leaves of green bear soft touch
as a lover's skin
Winter's cold bites bark
much like memories
upon abandoned heart
to stand alone midst ice and snow
stoic hearts learned art
Frost glimmers under moon's silver face
ice coating forest hiding
love's aching pain
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Happy Friday my friends. After much tortured thought and deliberation I've decided to self publish. So many of my pieces will be going into storage or disappearing from my gallery. But I will not do so without asking my friends and supporters on here their thoughts and comments. Also which pieces they would like to see in print lol unless I get too many honest opinions of how foolish I am. But for me...its a step that's tormented my heart for quite a few months now. I love you all my dears.
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I miss you all my friends. Those closest to me know that life hasn't been smooth for awhile for me. I deluded myself into thinking it couldn't get worse...grow more stressful or even (for the first time in my life) reach some kind of breaking point. Though the weight of my own world cracks the vertabrae and drives my knees into the floor...I am thankful for the beautiful people here on DA. I pray my friends that you never know the things I learn of now at this time in my life.  Thank you my friends for your love and support. I can only tell you once again I hope to be among you soon. I can't say I will...only that I miss this place and all the people I've grown to love on here. Perhaps hunger has made me a bit maudlin...who knows? I know this much....the world will let you starve in the streets no matter how hard you work...no matter how good a person you are. It doesn't care.it doesn't care if your dieing ... Ill...alone....and most of the people in it don't either.
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I feel ...not so bad today. Suddenly realizing abandoning my friends I have made here and my art isn't the answer to my heart and life. Forgive me my friends. Thank you all for support and love in these toughest of times.

Sitting in the French Quarter waiting on my last bus to the new place.... Zydeco music and the smell of chicory make my heart happy.
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